So basically, if I'm awake at 3am I end up coming up with scenarios that play out in my head but they all have a story plot way of being viewed like you're watching a movie, so I thought why not share them instead of sleeping? ALSO WARNING!!! MENTIONS OF: -SUICIDE -DEPRESSION -VIOLENT TENDENCIES -SELF HARM -YELLING -It's just triggering in general Disclaimer. I'm getting the help I need, most of this is just another wave of depression that overcame me or just thoughts that pop up. Late at night it gets bad but it'll be fine! I'm 3 and a half months I think? Clean!