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I've always had severe anger issues growing up, frustration and bitterness swarmed around me like an annoying bug. Some of that attitude still follows me around sometimes when I'm not high.

I try. . . I try so hard not to lose control over the progress I've made so far, building up my positivity brick by brick every day, making an effort to be nice, and smile. Focusing on my self-concept, trying to do something good for once in my life, be calm, live peacefully, and stay humble.

I was doing so well, so fucking amazing, until this nutcase burst through my life.

"I'm your bitch, yes."

He said to me

"I'll be your slut"

"Don't abandon me!"

He begged me

"Take me, please take me"

I can feel little bits of my composure crumble, as I try to keep myself together and just focus on my breathing.

Breath in. . . and breath out. . .

"What can I do, tell me. What should I do to make you allow me to stay?" He questions quietly.

I feel him leaning closer towards me the heat radiating off his body invading my personal space, but I keep my eyes tightly shut, still trying to maintain my breathing.

Breath in. . . breath out. . .

"I'll bend over at your every command."

Breath in. . . breath out. . .

"I would crawl for you."

I bite the inside of my cheek until a metallic taste of blood invades my mouth.

Breath, breath in. . . and.

He gently tucks on the fabric of my shirt." I promise, mommy".

Everything went quiet.

mommy. . .

My breathing stopped, the tv went mute and the soft drizzle of rain fades away.

The air is deadly silent as I slowly open my eyes one by one. Something shifted inside me at his provocative words and clothing.

"If that is what it takes to make you change your mind, then yes I'll gladly let you have me, I told you this, my savior. Use me for your pain and pleasure, it doesn't matter". He rambles out biting his bottom lip.

Silence. . .

Staring at him with a blank expression on my face, I remain quiet.

He starts to fiddle with his fingers, sneaking a glimpse at me through those long thick lashes of his. He blushes and stares back down his lap.

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