Date: March 15. 2013
Tone: unbelievable
I was going to say I can't believe that I keep running back to you
I was about to say that I hate that I feel the need to talk to you
I'll admit, I wanted to get rid o f you
But now?
And even if I said it I knew it wouldn't be true.
Because I'll just run back to you like I always do
I was about to tell you that I wanted to give up
The words of the past yell, "I can't get up"
I realize now that I matter to you
I think that's the one thing that's pulled me through
Is the fact that you care and you show me even though we're not next to each other
I know for a fact that were distant
Actually, it's like that was the one obstacle put between us
And then once that's over come I feel that not having distance will be our problem.
You told me to choose
Black or white
I am the contradiction to all contradictions
Which is why I changed your life
And you changed mine
People who argue from the start aren't supposed to get a long right?
We have complete different interest
I'm the creative--the romantic
You're the scientific--the realist
I accept things that I can't see
You want a recording--"prove it to me."
I've tried to move on but that's the thing
With you it's just impossible
My heart doesn't want to let go
But apparently, the only reason why you treated me the way you did is because I treated you the same
It's just a favor in a way
Although, I do these things without thinking
I believe you do the same
I'd hope but I know at this point
"I'm the best thing that has happened in your life."
You can't be y best friend
I'm sorry
You're in your own category
My best friend is the person who I know
Reaction and all
She's the one I tell all the things that I tell you
Except less
You've gained my trust
And it hurts me to ay that if you hurt me I'll tear you away
Although, I don't think there's a way
For me to get mad at you in a serious way
Because the love that we declare to never have again
Never left
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Atonement?
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