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Weak and damaged
I'll just be honest
I make people angry
because I'm a loser
I'm so scarred by my past
and already the future
Girls from my past
haunt me in my nightmares
I don't dream anymore
after boarding school
It's only the devil
I dance with at night
in my head while God hides
Blasphemy they'll call it
Hell my destination
I'm failing college
while everyone's graduating
Knots in my stomach
Waking up scared
that hades found me
God's accident
Lesser than other women
Weak and damaged
Cannot handle
the criticism
Does anyone even like
my writing?
Am I preaching to the choir?
Scared of the church
so I'm going to hell
Super scarred freak
I see how angry
How they hate me
I'm dying on the inside
Breathing slower than ever
A damaged loner
I'm not human to anyone
This girl is gone
Super scarred
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