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Are you guys actually being notified when I post?? Because I’m just now realising now many books I have saved and haven’t been notified of updates. Is that why reads have been so bad recently? Is it a wattpad issue or am I just writing for dead fandoms lol. 
          
          Like I went from around 100 reads a day to 37 in like a week, so I’m assuming it’s a wattpad issue because it was so quick of a decline. 

Good news! We’re on a list for top surgery at last!
          
          Bad news, the consultation NOVEMBER NEXT YEAR because there’s only ONE top surgeon in the entire state and that’s just how long the wait list is. 
          
          AND I need $18000 to pay for it… that’s WITH Medicare btw. They don’t even cover HALF of the cost. How the FUCK can I save that much in 18 months? I ain’t got no job because no fucker hires obviously mentally ill people. 
          
          Maybe I’ll have to resort to selling feet pics or some shit-

Do you know where I can watch the death note musical?

Hooolly crap the past few days have been absolutely wild. But I should be back to normal v soon. 
          
          Obligatory fanfic author wild shit time: my dad cut half his finger off using a table saw and spent two days in hospital getting operated on so I’ve had to run the house for those few days. How the fuck did he manage? No idea but I’m not surprised, this is the man who grew up in the country riding dirt bikes with no helmet, I’m amazed he’s still alive tbh. He’s fine lol, so am I, I was just busy with taking care of our yard full of pets (and trying to get our ferrets to find the mouse that’s been loose in the laundry) while he was gone. Safe to say now all that’s over the writers block will probably pass soon. 
          
          What is it was wild shit always happing to fanfic authors man?

While I wait for my writers block to go away, I made a lil update in the updates book about what our headspace looks like. So if you’re bored or interested, go check that out. It’s a pretty cool but also weird place in there. 

What is your name on Ao3?

I have got the worst writers block atm. My reads are waayyy down too, I think people are just slowly switching to ao3 for fanfic so I’m kind of not surprised. I’m in an art hyper fixation- writers block phase at the moment, getting a ton of art done but no writing done. 
          
          If one of the alters has something they want to write, I’ll have them take over for a few days while I get my writing flow back. Bare with me guys :))

One of these days I should compile a collection of stories of the wild shit that happens in the headspace man. Some of these alters are MENACES in there. 

Watching people leave wattpad for Ao3 makes me feel like a captain going down with the ship. I’m standing on my sinking boat until the waters take me baby I’m not going anywhere. Sure wattpad has its issues but I’ve been here like 9 years I’m not jumping ship now. 

Welp the hades 2 early access build is out, Zag has been going nuts all day so safe to say no post for today we’re all a bit distracted. 
          
          I will say though, DAMN everyone is SO hot. Especially the chthonic family, Hypnos is from a family of total hotties I’ll tell you that. Moros is so??? Ahhh??? Chaos is GENDER AS FUCK. And I swear someone needs to find a way to wake up Hypnos NOW because I need to see what he’s wearing under the blanket cocoon.