getting tired of that life (serious, sad, includes su!c!de)

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  Getting tired of that life you're trying to quit, 

But always falling you end up crying.

  When morning comes:

Why can't you sleep? Do you overthink?

Can't go on you phone. Damn you're on your own!

  On your way to school just try not to cry,

You said you ain't hungry...

While the sight is getting blurry.

You're lost in your thoughts remembering all of your faultq.

  Why do you always stress when they say you're a mess?

Even if it's true they shouldn't be mean to you

  They're yelling at you and they won't trust you;

You run to your room, where you fall like a noob.

   You didn't eat a bit, wouldn't they notice it?

They don't know a think but are still blaming you for everything.

  It' 20:20 hope it's a lucky time pray for everyone to be fine.

Why would you take the scissors and break down on the floot?

   Not feeling better still bleeding, you don't feel a single thing...

You think it's the end for you; so you write a note hoping they'll forgive you.

  Finally it's 6:40, your attemps was a fail unfortunately... You were hoping to be finally free.

Now take a book and write your poems thinking nobody would find them.


But now there is me who is writing this story

And even if this one is not reality, some people don't always live happily.



I think this one is my second largest song.

I don't know if I'll write the longest one here yet.

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