I'm sorry for how useless I am
I am sorry I'm not helping at home
I know I always act like I'm fine
But I feel so alone
I'm sorry for acting heartless
You deserve so much more
And it isn't fair
Help is all you ask for
I should have stood up and moved
But my body feels paralized
I would have helped if I could
I hope you know it isn't a lie
I am terrifired and tired
Hiding my tears every day
I know I am a liar
But I really am not okay
If I helped would it have been better
I shouldn't stay in my room and ignorethe fights
It's only a helpful daughter you'reasking for
But I get paralized ever time
I don't have any coping skills so I
Either hide my feeling, cry or write
I keep everything in my head until I
Break down and cannot fight
In my head is an endless war
I cannot stop it anymore
I lost control I fell so far
That I am not at all like I was before
You cannot see throught my lies
I hate myself and the way I act
I hate how frequently I cry
I'm gonna break and that's a fact
But I should be here for you
No matter how I feel inside
You are here when I am feeling blue
All you did for me is here in my mind
YOU ARE READING
Poems of a highschooler
PoetryIn here are written poems and songs of a teenager. Most of them are quite short and not perfect as I usually write during classes I take requests.If you give me a theme or some words I'll make a poem out of it as soon as possible PS: english is not...
