Hear me out please

Broken

When u just want this darkness to consume you..
When you know you've seen enough..
When you know that you're not important..
When you just wanna disappear..

When you just hate yourself to extremes that how bad you've become..
The times when even breathing feels illegal..

When you just wanna disappear, disappear into this dark darkness..

When they leave, but you're used to it..
When it hurts, but you're used to it..
Cause you're already broken, so it doesn't hurt as much now..

When you know it hurts, cause it hurts like hell..
But you gotta live for them..
But they don't even understand what you're going through..