Hear me out please

As Usual

No one even cares if I'm alive..
No one even cares if I'm there..
They just keep speaking things which break my heart into a million pieces..
As usual..

Wanna be cold
Wanna be heartless,
But I know that's not who I am..
So it just breaks me into..a million pieces more..
As usual..

Don't even care if I'm there..
They just keep speaking shit which, comes to their mind..
Wanna kick their *** but i know that's not who I am..
So it just..breaks me even more apart..
As usual..