Chapter 23

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The anger I once had vanished. All that was left in me was the despair. My emotions are all over the place; one minute I'm burning down the castle. The next I'm siting in my room with red puffy eyes.

I might be staying in my room to much. There's nothing better to do anyways. The heat was getting to me; sweat covers my forehead. I'm a mix between hot and cold.

It could be the flu?

With all my alone time, I actually heed Damien's words and practice my magic. Reading the books to re-understand how my magic works. Practicing simple spells to not destroy everything.

   But the voices still speak in my mind

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But the voices still speak in my mind. At random times, the fire would loose control. Luckily, I'm quick enough to throw some water magic it's way.

Let it burn.

What's better than hell, than hellfire?

"Can I come in?" I look towards the door to see Zara peaking her head in. I nod, letting her enter and take a seating position in front of me. The fire disappears in my hands; my full attention on her.

"Well?"

"Well, what?"

"I thought you would want to explain yourself. Like how the fuck you're a demon or why you would want to befriend me?"

"It's not like I chose to be a sex demon. I was born this way. The reason why I was abandoned as a babe."

"Your parents...left you?"

"Sex demons aren't the best at taking care of kids. But they're real good at making them." She wiggles her eyebrows, making me laugh.

"So funny."

"Back to the topic, I don't know why they didn't keep me. Before I was born, they had three other kids. I was their first girl and I guess they didn't like that."

"Are all demons like this?"

"No. We're all different."

"What happen to your siblings and parents?"

"They still live in the kingdom. They found out that I am very close to the king, so they've been trying to get in contact with me."

"But?"

"But, I've turned my back. Why would I go back to them if they left me first. That's why Sebastian is such a gentleman. He doesn't care that I have to have sex almost twice a day. In fact, he loves it."

"That's a little to much information, Zar."

"Sorry. I came in here to talk about you."

"Please don't try to convince me to be with Damien..."

"I'm not here for that. No one knows I'm here. I'm here to talk about what's going through your mind."

"At first, I was furious when I found out what Damien did. He messed up my whole life, just because he fell in love with me. People don't do that to loved ones. All my misfortunes are because of him. I had figured out the truth and my emotions got out of hand. I don't even know if I was actually angry at him...or just at the world. But I took it out on him and you guys. I had lost everything in one night. I learned the truth."

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