Heartless and Disorientated

scared

hes up there waiting for me

calling out my name from behind te stars

one day i'll travel through time

searching for my heart

because none of them know what its like to be me- 

to be something else.

apparently i don't align.

apparently i don't corporate.

apparently i don't fit the mold.

apparently i don't follow the rules.

apparently ive changed.

but im okay with that

i will never live up to your expectations.

far away,

in a land of make believe

is a world where

i don't know what it is to be

scared.

the sky is never filthy with our breath

filling up dusty clouds with a promise of death

and as long as we never heal our hearts

it might as well be lightyears away

out of reach

where i don't know what its like to be

scared.

where we won't be

scared,

anymore.