My fractured heart's unable;
to decipher these aloneness
clutching on both sides
in unnoticed weight of silence;
where loosely they're dragged
a stinking bag of garbage;
bracing one strained muscle
in incomparable bondage;
forcefully lifting;
in immeasurable time,
severe decay sinking
without hopes to climb,
for willingly paired;
is surviving for
despite lifetime chains
I resisted before;
'till alonenes feels comfort;
an unlikely heaven loathe
where my solitude's given birth
turned so bonded grew both;
essential for me;
for a truthful survival
without faking the patience,
though the culture's no rival;
now aloneness -- my healing;
fulfilling my being,
my calmness in concern
my embrace beholding;
my submissive solitude,
in persistence of pain
taught reshaping my art
through be loving these stains.
