Arranged To love [Completed]

16 : Mahobbat

Murtasim continued driving without glancing at her as he was very ashamed of what happened a while ago. Even though she believed him this incident embarrassed him a lot. He doesn't know what Meerab would be thinking of him. He wants to make a place inside her heart but whenever he tries to win her heart, he ends up messing the situation. He knows that she is the only person who dares to mend his heart and calm him down. She is the only person who can rule over his heart and order him. He wants to do everything to keep her happy and safe.

Yes, the misunderstanding between them is sorted but he still feels that there is a hole inside his heart that she needs to fill. He knows that whatever she said was just a slip of the tongue but for him, that was not a small accusation. He let go of matter but he knows he will never forget her words ever as she pointed out his intentions. He clutched the steering wheel tightly to absorb the reality and tried to make himself understand that her priorities were different but his mind revolved around her. He should have secured the memory card, what she be thinking of me? He thought of applying breaks when his eyes noticed a red signal and to avoid her, he looked at the ground

"I know you are not that type of a person but Murtasim these songs don't suit your personality. Let me delete them and ask that person to connect Bluetooth next time or if you can't then please hide this memory card in our room", Meerab said placing her hand on his shoulder. Murtasim turned to look at her who was already looking at him with a smile. How a man will not fall in love with this girl? She believes in him and wants the best for him. Isn't it too special?

A soft smile appeared over his face seeing her support for him. He couldn't believe this was the same girl who used to say she would never accept him as her husband. She is the same girl who hated him and even one touch irritated her. He stared at her beautiful eyes which sparkled when he placed his hand on hers. Not everything we plan happens, and sometimes what density gives us is far better than our imagination. For him this is the truth, he thought he had to divorce her once they completed 2 months and he thought he needed to wait for one month but now when he sees her, he feels that he was wrong. She is ready to spend a life with him and the most important thing trust. They have started trusting eachother which is also a good sign. He wants their marriage to work and they have taken the first step already

"It's ok Meerab I don't even care till it's not you or Ma Begum who misunderstand my character", he replied softly and started driving the car. Meerab felt warmth missing when he took his hand back and started to drive. It's not a long drive but Murtasim is driving at a very slow speed which made their journey too long. She doesn't mind it even as far as the person taking her is Murtasim. She smiled widely when he gave her importance like he respected his mother. She has noticed the bond between him and his mother, she used to think they were equal and crazy but now she feels so happy to see Murtasim's respect for his family members. But one thing clicked in her mind. Isn't Mariyam important?

"What if Mariyam misunderstands you?", she asked

"She will never because she was never angry with me even but if she misunderstands me I don't know how I will react. You three are a very important part of my life Meerab. I am very strong but sensitive in this case. Honestly, I can't even think of that day. Maybe I will die if...", he fumbled as he didn't know how to answer or what to reply. He can't even think of that situation as he never imagined that day, not even in his nightmare. How he is supposed to reply then? He was trying to answer imagining the situation when Meerab interrupted him in the middle

"Ok fine. I understand. There is no need to overthink", Meerab said and looked out breathing heavily as when he talked about his death, she felt her heart stop beating. She felt numb for a second when he said he would die if they misunderstood him. Does that mean he was dying when she misunderstood him? She tried recalling the past few days and realized that he was behaving like a robot, not a human. He was just doing his work without interacting with her. She doesn't want to see his this side ever, she hates that Murtasim who stays quiet.