It's really gone too far...I can't just sit back and watch this bullshit explode like an out of control bomber.
Its terrifying and I'm always on edge.
Grinding my nails into my palms, trying to hold back the rage, but sometimes, God sometimes, I just have to let it out, and sometimes, yeah, I hurt people in the process. All thanks to him!
He doesn't know what he does to me. He doesn't know the way he makes me feel.
Like I'm a snob glaring down at scum on the bottom of my shoe. I hate him for what he's done. I hate him for what he's doing. And there will always be this place in my heart that willl never forgive him for the past.
