[9] Trust

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Starting off with self evaluationTyping without punctuationsIn my head, There's an invasionI don't know if I have a designated mission

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Starting off with self evaluation
Typing without punctuations
In my head, There's an invasion
I don't know if I have a designated mission

Trust me, I don't wish to know everything
It's just, I don't want you hiding anything
I'll choose you, More than anything
I'll love you, Even if it costs everything

You misunderstood my overthinking
I've been like this, Three nights streak of overthinking
I misunderstood what I am overthinking
I've never been like this, Deep nights streak of overthinking

It's not that I don't trust you
Not I don't trust you enough
I gave my heart to you
Now I hope that's enough proof I trust you

I get jealous, I know that's bad
It's hard not to
I envy you so bad
You seem relaxed, And calm too

If I don't trust you
We would be fighting
If I don't trust you
All the time, We'll be fighting

If overthinking makes me a red
Then I guess I was wrong about me being green
Every time I overthink, I'm so blue
If you get tired of my scheming, I'll be so blue

I apologize if I caused you so much
I apologize if I put you through so much
I apologize to myself so much
I became what I thought I would never be, It's too much

At this point I do doubt myself
Most of the time I hate myself
I never wanted this to myself
Maybe that's the real reason why I hate myself

Don't mistake yourself as the reason
I'll lend you my heart and soul for a reason
I love you, I can't explain the reason
Even if we go through reason-by-reason

It's not that I don't trust you
It's hard for me to trust unlike before, But I trust you
I gave my heart to you
It's beyond words when It comes my trust towards you

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