A is for all the pain you put me through.
B is for being a fool for crying for you.
C is for cutting close people out of my life.
D is for dreading your existence and almost making you my wife.
E is for everyone telling me to leave.
F is for finding the truth I didn't want to believe.
G is for giving you my all but it wasn't meant to be.
H is for hating you for abusing me.
I is for illy praying on your death.
J is for joy I will feel when you take your last breath.
K is for keeping you close when you threw me around.
L is for love that I thought was unbound.
M is for mornings I woke up to hate messages so long.
N is for never accepting that you were wrong.
O is for opening up and trying to commit.
P is for putting up with your constant bullshit.
Q is for quarantining myself when you got near.
R is for restless nights of living in fear.
S is for sociopath tendencies and your inhumanity.
T is for the price I paid putting up with your insanity.
U is for using me only for your gain.
V is for vivid nightmares of you going insane.
W is for warm nights I felt when you were away.
X is for xenodochy I gave but for you to betray.
Y is for yearning freedom but too scared to let go.
Z is for zero fucks you gave when I was at my low.
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Cold Nights ||Poems||
PoetrySometimes I just need a way to express how I feel when I can't put it into words, I'm sure we all feel that way whether you're a teen or young adult. Mental health deserves to be heard, you deserve to be heard.
