What Reason?

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TW: Mention of Scars

What was the reason for my sorrows?
What sick game is this so called God playing on me?
"Everything happens for a reason"
What was the reason?
The reason for my scars 
The reason for my self hatred
The reason for the imbalance in my brain
The reason why I don't want to get up in the morning? 
What did I do to deserve this? 
I gave the universe my heart and soul
I told it my woes and it rewards me with more.
I ran my body dry because I made rivers through my eyes 
I gave everything to be okay
When will I be okay? 
It seems like never. 
The road is foggy and hard to see
I blindly walk through hopping I'll be saved and rescued by a true loves kiss

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