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I got in the car and just started driving .
The more I drove the more I thought .
The more I thought the more I kept drinking .
I went to the club that was next to my Parents house .
Why a club I don't know I just needed a distraction from life right now .
I walked in and went straight to the bar and got a drink since the bottle didn't do much for me .
I stood up and went to go dance after a while of drinking and I was getting twerked on by some big booty strippers .
After a while I decided that I wanted to feel even less so I went back to the bar and kept drinking again .
I was just drinking when I saw someone sit next to me .
I turned my head to see that it was a lightskin with curls .
I knew him his name was frayno well that's what everyone calls him . He's the biggest drug dealer in these parts .
" wassup lil mama ."
I just looked at him .
" damn a nigga can't even get a hi ."
" mcht hi ."
" ha what yo name is ?"
" do you got any xans on you ?" I asked after a sudden memory from my childhood when I first saw my dad popping pills .
I was like 7 and had walked in my mom on the floor passed out with blood gushing out her head while he on the bed watching tv with a bag of pills on his lap .
He pulled a couple out and took them .
" w-whats that dad ?" I asked with a shakiness in my voice cause I didn't want to get hit .
He turns his head to me and I was taken back to see he had a smile on his face a he patted the bed next to. Him asking me to sit with him .
I sat on the edge .
" these baby girl are xans their like candy and can always make you feel good regardless . Try it ." He said holding one against my lips before pushing it in my mouth .
He made sure I swallowed it before standing up and dragging my mom in the closet by the hair .
Everything started turning balck and I was so hot by so cold and I felt myself start to sweat .
That's the first time I went to a hospital and the first time cps was called .
They said due to the fact that I was such a bad case of malnutrition and was severely under weight that that single pill was like an od to my small body .
" damn straight to the point but yea I got sun here I'll give you these ." He said handing me a little baggie .
I took them washing it down with what was left. Of my drink .
After a lil it kicked in and sage to say it did make you feel good .
This shit had me smelling colors and seeing gravity .
" come to my room wit me ." He said leading me To the Upstairs part of the club .
He lead me into a room then started kissing on me .
* one hour later .*
Safe to say that Nigga was wack .
4/10 wouldn't recommend . Very much had a Small build and Still up and walking too
I grabbed whatever I found in his pocket and left out the room and started walking out the club .
I walked out the club and just started walking .
/:/
I kept walking not knowing where I was going till I decide where to . I kept walking till I made it and I knocked on his door waiting for him to come answer .
He opened it and I saw his eyes were love and red.
" oh hey bri bri how you been ?"
I didn't say anything just kissed his and let myself in before closing the door and leading him upstairs.
- hours later - He collapsed on top of me before going to get a wet towel To clean me up And then going to bring me a tee shirt and some food .
After getting back he started to message my thighs while Putting on my favorite movie and cuddling with me and covering us with the blanket .
Lemme tell you 10/10 would def try again . Big build and i cant even stand
I let out a breath I didn't even know I holding before I felt my eyes getting heavy .
I put my head in the opening of his neck before starting to drift off to sleep .
God I love m-
was the last thing I was thinking before my thought was cut off by my eyes finally shutting .
