Youre asleep next to me. A decision made between gettin in or "get off of me" haha...im such a child. But in all honesty, Im sittin here wonderin what would life be like...if i had your baby?
A little boy like you or a little girl like me...or vice versa. It honestly wouldnt matter to me because theyd be loved equally. And id honestly love you more for helping me become a mommy to such a happy baby.
And id hope you stay...with us...i still cant get Kenai's eyes out of my mind because my baby boy was glowing. Happiest child alive. Thatd be a most wonderful gift. To experience that with you, to be with you, grow old together...at least thats my hope for us...being hopeful can get you killed but honestly i dont mind that. Just a sweet little hopeful dream i dreamt lying next to you. Writing down these thoughts that unknowingly, youve inspired me to.
YOU ARE READING
Patience
PoetryYou gave a muse to me, so strong I lost me loving you... Coming back...slowly...writing what I think and am too afraid to believe or possibly see but am ignoring...no longer. 4/5/18-4/9/19 Thank you Papi, beloved. R.I.H. May 4 (😶)
