Waiting for the big three to enter this realm,
Grasping at straws,
Pulled the longest one of all of them,
Dont speak- just watch and wait,
Sleep will come,
When you least expect...
That's a promise to keep.
Theres so...too much in my head-
I dont yet know how to calm my mind enough to say,
Words spinning,
Fighting tears n screaming- no release,
Just silent dreaming...
Maybe itll get better than this,
Hopeful bliss.
There seems to be a point i missed-
Perhaps the snake bit n choked out my ankles...
Im melting down beneath the sheets,
Back cold to a roller conveyor,
With no words can say.
My mind's cloudy.
My eyes wanna rain down the woe.
My arms crave a touch only my hips know.
My heart doesnt beat...at least not as ive told it so.
My mind's cloudy...broken resentment towards you.
(fell asleep writing...woke up to chaos in the silence)
YOU ARE READING
Patience
PoetryYou gave a muse to me, so strong I lost me loving you... Coming back...slowly...writing what I think and am too afraid to believe or possibly see but am ignoring...no longer. 4/5/18-4/9/19 Thank you Papi, beloved. R.I.H. May 4 (😶)
