im sorry that you met me that first day
im sorry that my music was so loud you could hear it through my headphones
im sorry i crumpled up that piece of drawing paper you gave me
im sorry you didnt understand my joke and thought i was weird
im sorry i sat with them instead of you for a week
im sorry you couldnt come with us that night
im sorry you had to move and leave everyone you knew
im sorry you had to come back and meet me again
im sorry that i lied that i still didnt like you
im sorry i wanted to dance with you that night even though you were already on the floor with someone else and clearly didnt want to talk to me
im sorry i thought you thought of me any more than a side character
im sorry i was too scared to just tell you so i wrote it down to give to you and i didnt even end up giving it to you anyway
im sorry that i gave you chocolate you loved that day
im sorry i admitted to you and got over you in a day
im sorry you felt uncomfortable
im sorry you spent hours on the eoc and almost failed it
im sorry you had to move again and leave everyone you knew
im sorry i kept mentioning them to you
im sorry i kept mentioning me and them to you
im sorry i kept playing the pity card
im sorry i didnt know i kept playing the pity card
im sorry i didnt shut up
im sorry i didnt realize you werent joking
im sorry i told you how lonely i was after you told me you loved me and changed your mind the following morning
im sorry you couldnt come with us that night
im sorry you couldnt give me that hug you promised
im sorry i told you i wanted to dance with you that night even though you were already on the floor with someone else and clearly didnt want to talk to me
im sorry i made you feel pity over the fact i wanted to dance with you that night even though you were already on the floor with someone else and clearly didnt want to talk to me
im sorry i spammed you for weeks wondering where you went
im sorry i got someone else to bother you about where you went
im sorry you had to respond to me
im sorry you had to respond the night before a test
im sorry i cringed at any mention of your name there forth
im sorry you had to pass by me every day
im sorry i was blind to the flaws i had
im sorry i didnt fucking shut up
im sorry that im still sorry
im sorry i missed you
im sorry i loved you
im sorry
im sorry you had to come back and meet me again
im sorry i still think about this
im sorry you never gave me that hug
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maerdyad
PoetryI don't know, I just need to write stuff right now. When you thought you found the one, after all this time, after all the poeple that left, and it turns out, she loves someone else. For when the rain comes, and the hail, and all hell is unleashed, ...
