im scared
im scared that we wont make it
that the same thing that happened with her will happen again with you
im scared that i love you
and you dont love me in the ways i love you
im scared its weird that im obsessed with you
that my oxygen needs to contain you
that im planning the entire rest of my life with you as the center of the universe
im scared youll think thats weird
im scared none of this is even reasonable to be scared about
im scared youll read this and spot out evry single spelling and grammer mistacke ive maid
im scared you think that thing i just said to you was weird
even though you probably didnt even think about what i just said
even though you probably dont think about any of the stupid things i say
im scared theyll leave us because we are us
im scared they wont leave us too
im scared i think of you like that
im scared you dont think of me like that
im scared youll think im weird for thinking of you like that
im scared this repeating mantra is actually horrendous writing
im scared of myself
and what i was going to do before i met you
im not scared that youre the monster
im scared that im the monster
YOU ARE READING
maerdyad
PoetryI don't know, I just need to write stuff right now. When you thought you found the one, after all this time, after all the poeple that left, and it turns out, she loves someone else. For when the rain comes, and the hail, and all hell is unleashed, ...
